Today I’m 36 years old. I’m still living in an apartment with a woman — perhaps as a way to escape loneliness, or maybe in hope of a better future. I’m not entirely sure.

But within one or two years, I want to live like this:

• I have a job involving Web3D, where I lead or contribute to a meaningful, valuable project.
• I live in a loft-style apartment, either alone or with a woman who is independent and able to live her own life. We share a peaceful, respectful space.
• I am a Web3D writer, publishing at least one article per week.
• I’m writing a book for beginners about Web3D or Three.js.
• I’m part of a community where we share ideas, support each other’s projects, and grow both creatively and financially.
• I have several new, genuine friends — regardless of age — who I can talk to, work with, or simply enjoy life with.
• I feel confident speaking to the camera, creating video courses for platforms like YouTube or Bilibili.
• I still live in Kunming, or another city in Yunnan that brings me peace.

From this day forward, I will work toward this life — no matter what others say, even my closest friends.

I believe in God.